A knowing of something

I walked slow; felt my feet on the shore.  There are rocks and shells as well as sand.  You promised me them all

 

I felt abandoned my whole life

 

I wonder if you wanted me to see that.  That only needed my hand

 

My hand and a hot chocolate.

 

The hour is slow and we are all but one

 

I am tired and so alone but all is well

 

Just sitting watching you in a chair.  Watching you watching the sea; noticing the sea too with its omnipresent waves that know bliss; that answer to no thing but natures rhythm

 

You did not see me watching you

That for those moments you were all I knew

But as well as you I knew something

I knew everything on some level

And it was a just a softening, a sweet allowing

 

Until the next one, breath was slowing