The smell of the earth as it condenses after a full day in the sun
Not understanding the ego asking questions feeling hopeless loved
Sticking my face in the whole of the elderflower knowing it is but a branch on the tree
Feeling all of me
Complete
Knowing nothings missing theres no mania im a friend to me
Im tired and afraid all in one breath
I long to close my eyes and never wake up
I long to be awake forever
With a scent in my nostrils that I follow
The sudden density of nature flowing through me as I recognise the depths of the water, the molluscs of the ocean abandoned their shells and I smelled their smells simply being alive in nature
You took my breath and I knew it
All my love, Katie xx
