Do you ever think there’s a place where things are too good & we’re afraid?
I have caught glimpses of that place
Smelt the seeds in the earth
To bloom before the blossom is sometimes a heaven
I remember someone saying that shamans curse is knowing He has seen the Dawn first
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I always wonder what is the point of the Universe if you have noone to share it with
✨ which leads me deeper in to what do I want to be sharing & with whom
I will go as far as to say this: without Silence you will only come so far
Yesterday I wrote these words
:
“It’s a funny thing love
Knowing that you are growing but also shrinking
Knowing the deeper you grow the more silence you need
Knowing the call for silence deepens you
It is the only place you want
The only place you know
How you feel so alone in the sea of other people
How the only home you can be is deep within
How you long to be who you were
Who you never will be again
How you no longer fit
How you long to fit
How you can’t
How you don’t want to
The water holds you
The breeze flows through you
You breathe
It becomes harder, less harder
Softer to listen
You crave the intimacy
If there will ever be a human being who
Gets you
Who is nourished by your spirit just being
You are alone
An alien
More of yourself than you will ever be
You leave judge alone
Leave well alone
You’ve always been well
The universe told you knew
You know that you know
You who always knew
But they told you not to listen
Told you to keep talking
You
You know
Took a vow of silence
Vowed to be Alone x x x
Strange words for a birthday. I hope they help someone know you are never alone ❤️
Transition “
I was ‘in suffer’
I still am a little though my body is shifting & my spirit is glimmering again
It was my birthday
They carry expectation don’t they
I was, i am, so blessed to Love
Thank you for loving so dearly
Love Katie ❤️
