Navigating divorce, by Kate Amour
The old rules don’t apply here:
Fck him, He is a twat
But he’s not
And if he is then so am I
Mirrors carry energy and mirrors do not lie and we are each others reflections as far as energy matters
I also absolutely hate that word, twat, and would like to remove it from my dictionary please
He wants for me more than I have and I want the same for him. Absolute 100%
which leads me to question what is this life and within it what is the love that we choose for our self?
I need to express myself daily.
I need to be able to say I am sorry I was this way
I need to look back and carve out any regrets from our shared life. Like, I didn’t go and see the badgers when he asked; because I was so tired
We rectified this the other night. Being together as kind
Our bodies do not respond in the same way to one another but I long to hold him and to make sure he is okay for a little longer
I believe he wants the same for me
We correspond in different language, always have done
The language of love knows many forms; grateful for this to be able to express who we are
If he is not to be in my court any more; truly if he never chose it, then it is important for me to expend of this energy
This holding: this attachment: this needing: this necessity
marriage
And so everyday is a different language
A correspondence course in I miss you and I remember that holiday; do you?
I remember the way we felt there
Our closeness
Do you remember this too?
A process
We all have them and need them; so sacred
I’ll start with this and leave it here for now
No idea what “this” is but navigating divorce: wow
If this resonates I am grateful
Love
Kate xxxx
